As I sit here and contemplate what I have learned over the last few days that I need to share with you...the words - "Trust - Everything is OK" - come to mind.
I am feeling good. Things are working out. Things have been up and down. But - everything really is OK.
My bank account is not yet overflowing with $$ - but I have enough for now.
I have a lovely home to live in. I have good food to eat. I have clients sending me messages about how well things are working out after balances. I have a wonderful family and very special friends who are all very supportive.
When I reflect on all these things - I can see that everything really is OK. Things are working out. I cannot see the solution to everything yet... but I can feel its OK. I can feel into the future , in a sense, and feel that its going to work out - its all going to fall into place and its going to be OK..because it is already OK.
In fact - if I really reflect on how things actually are - right now in this moment - things are pretty good... and in many areas - things are actually great. This is the feeling I must keep hold onto and nurture and keep on reassuring my inner frightened child - we all have one of these inside us telling us panic stories of what if this and what if that???.
So who do we let rule our lives? The frightened inner one or the stronger soul being that is also who we are... the adult self if you like...give it any name that works for you - but here I am talking about that part of us that is calmer and knows, and is much wiser... the one we can trust.
For me - its my soul self... the one who is connected to the greater Cosmic Energy flow... and this I can trust completely. Its this part of myself that I need to connect to as much as I can - and especially when things go off track... when I feel the fear and the panic coming up to the surface... and wanting to drive me.
When I become aware that there are many parts of me - and although they all have their roles in my life - I become aware that some of them are better suited to some jobs than others. I would never let a frightened child drive a car... so why would I let a frightened child drive my life?
So when I feel the feeling of the frightened panicky one taking over...I need to connect to her... I check in with her and I ask her - what do you need? So there is an observer me - always watching now - observing how things are going, and this one can ask the questions... Become aware of this in yourself... can you sense that part of you who can observe and question? You want this one to become more dominant as they can really help you. Then as the frightened child responds - the observer me can provide what is needed where possible... and that could be a reassuring voice from the stronger me - the adult me... or a call for help from an Angelic Being who I can then tap into for energetic help and inspiration. It could even be the common sense me who say - you need a mechanic/plumber/doctor - call for help.
These are those moments where I breathe - and just pause for a few minutes... this pause and connection... helps put everything into perspective - and then - I get the right part of myself driving and directing/creating my life - and I get better results!! This is where I am able to start to tell myself a better story...and then start to create a better outcome - and then yes.... everything really is OK..because this I can trust to work for me.