I am doing well in life really -when you put it all into perspective ( I am not homeless, jobless, chronically ill or starving - thankfully!!!) ...however.... the big however.....
I could be fitter. I could be more healthy. My finances are coming in - but expenses have gone up and the demand is higher - and it would be very nice to be earning a bit more and getting clear of accumulated debt. My husband is a wonderful man - but we have both been working hard and not connecting as much as we could/should... you know how it is?? You get tired and just don't put that extra effort in that is required to make it seriously amazing. My family are great... but again... I am just feeling worn out and like a tired old frump. But I know I am not - but yet - I actually feel that way. I am ticking along... chug chug chug... like a worn out stream train going up hill and in need of a tune up and service.
I know many others feel this way - so what are we going to do about it?
We have have times like this - life is good - its ok - its chugging along...but the spark is sort on in need of a re-ignition.
So this is what this blog is all about... getting my fire back... and in the process - any of you out there who are wanting to shift out of chug- a -long into revved up and flying... well - hopefully you can learn from my journey and rev up and fire too.
So... I am taking myself on as a serious client. I don't normally work with clients daily... but... its time I made myself important and a priority ... so daily it will be - for at least the first month (cop out option after one month.. inserted here... as I can be a hard task master!!!)
My intention is to seriously shift my health. I feel sluggish. I am overweight ..by about 12 kgs... so I intend to change that. I am not going to drop 12kgs in a month... this is about following a path that is right for my whole being... not going nuts... so just to drop it bit by bit in a healthy way.
I also wish to lighten up a bit. I have taken on so much responsibility over the years that I have become a bit more serious, have resigned to just getting things done and putting all others and their needs and family needs first... I need to laugh more and have more fun. My battery needs recharging.
I wish to become more romantic and have more romance in my life (after all - I am married to a hunk of a man) - feeling a tad jaded by life and responsibility.
I intend to increase my business... to a minimum of $2000 a week. For some that may seem a lot - for others a small amount - but - it will help myself and my family to get by comfortably, and to be able to reduce debt too. I would love to receive a lot more than that.... however - having a goal is a good starting point... and opening up to allowing that income to come in more ways than just work is also an option here... so lets make the statement that I am now open to receiving $2000 a week income... from great sources.
Spiritually - I can be a tad lazy... so I do need to do daily meditation... I tend to do small snatches of it... ok - lets test... so I need to aim for one ten minute meditation... and then the little snatches during the day too.
My image,and self image is a bit blah at the moment too - so I do need to shift that and bring in more colour and flow... things that really do reflect who I am... and for me that is colour and comfort. I have been going practical and cheap. This needs to change... it does not need to be expensive - but it does need to reflect me and honour me.
There is more I am sure - and that will be revealed as I go along.
I am going to use my tools of Life Alignment - and other tools I have gathers - along the way.
I will publish as much as I can (without compromising privacy of my inner self and others).
I will share with you the tips and tools I am going to use along the way.
Its August 1st... a pre-spring clean out.
Welcome to this journey of change.