I was very privileged to receive an Astrological Alignment from the very gifted Jeanette Jones (www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100008275803075). Wow... this is going to take a few months to fully integrate. I really got to connect more deeply to all that I am. I met more of these amazing beings that are walking by our side - day by day and moment by moment. They are so fulled with love for us and really want to just help us... but - we have to let them. This is the reality about help. There often is a lot more help out there than we would like to think... part of us can be so stuck in our story of having to do it all by ourselves (note - there should be music here..singing..All by myself.....). What useless old programing that is!!!Time to toss that one.
Ask yourself for a moment here - when last did you openly and willing allow help to come to you?
How often are we wanting help from a specific person in a specific way - instead we could be opening up - asking for the help and allowing it to come in any of the many hundreds of ways the universe is sending it to us. We ask - it gets sent - but its not in a format our ego wanted - so we ignore it and complain about it...and ask again - so it gets sent again - in another form - and so on and so on and so on......
Yes - we do have to be discerning - not all help offered is ideal for us in our setting. Just yesterday I was approached by the most wonderful couple talking about a business idea - which is a great one... however - not on my path. So - if any of you are looking for a great business idea - let me know and I will put you in touch with them - they are very special and will help you all they can.
Another thing I was made more aware of through today's session - is the stuff I carry that is not necessarily mine. I was carrying guilt... not mine... genetic...inherited... but with this in my vibration would attract situations where I felt I was somehow to blame no matter what was going on... had to be my fault some how.... and then of course would attract situations where I would get blamed for things and suspected... again - without real cause - but... it you carry a vibration of guilt - even if its not yours - then its very easy to be suspected of things you have not done. With this also comes the feeling that you do not deserve to succeed or be rewards - you must be punished... so that becomes the attraction and the sabotage.
Along similar lines is carrying the pain of generations - the pain of woman, or the pain of men. Some of this pain was my own yes - but much of it was not....
So - what to do with it? I let it move through me and let it pass... the guilt surfaced - I faced it and called on help - realised its not mine and let it move.... the pain came up...intense too... some of it was mine - I owned it and l expressed it and then let it move through, and the parts that were from eons back - owned it - acknowledge it for what it as - expressed it and let it move through me.
It is not that easy to do as it does hurt...but - take comfort in the fact - that once out - you feel so much better - so much lighter and with so much more energy...and also - much clearer... and in letting go of this old stuff - you are free to attract a new way of being, and new experiences.
The guilt one I have been working on for a few years now - it came up first in a balance with Jeff Levin in Module 6 Life Alignment training. That freed me so much already... today I took a deeper step with it. What I noticed after the balance with Jeff was that guilt would come up - and I could see it - it sometimes still had a grip on me - but I knew what it was. Also - when others tried to blame me for things that were not mine - I could see it.... and I could find ways to gently express that - and sometimes in firmer ways when needed...I am sorry - but this is not my stuff and I am not to blame.
So how much stuff are we all carrying and letting filter our experience of the world - that is not even ours?
Today - think about all the things you take on that are not yours to take on or carry. For each thing that you identify - put an item in your pockets and walk around with it..and make it heavier if its very heavy to carry. Get a bag or backpack if needed...physically do this. How is this helping you to carry all this stuff around with you? How does it impact you...energetically, emotionally etc?? What do you want to do about it? Do you really need to carry it? If not - time to toss it.
We are all so much bigger and so much more powerful than we can imagine... and we have so much help there for us as we go along... tap into the help and the love that is there for you!!!
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